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Red Wine

by purplehearts

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(In)Securities 03:57
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Verse 1: Hello darkness My old friend I've got a closet Full of skeletons I'm gonna pay for All of my own sins I'm gonna burn in hell For all of them I just I just can't seem to calm down My mind keeps spinning 'round and 'round I'm on a one way to trip To crazy town If this motherfucker Just keeps going 'round I need to prioritize I'm living such a hectic life I need to stop asking why I don't know why I even try Everybody keeps on passing by I need something to pass the time 'Cause I'm such a Piece of shit sometimes I'm gonna drink it all down With this red wine and sing Chorus: Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Verse 2: I feel so sick Like no one else I'm sick of looking in the mirror Looking at myself Thinking about all the problems That I do to myself Thinking about all the pain that I've felt Maybe I need help But it's hard to admit when I'm wrong That's why I'm sitting here That's why I'm writing this song It's so much easier to sit And do my thinking at home It's so much easier to sit And do my thinking alone I turn the lights off They're always torturing me I've got so many insecurities Wish I could change And I try So you better believe It's not the way that I would like it to be I'm sorry for my bad design I know l always cross the line 'Cause I'm such a Piece of shit sometimes I'm gonna drink it all down With this red wine and sing Chorus: Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Woah Woah Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa
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MNSTRS 03:31
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Intro: I've got monsters in my dreams They won't let me sleep They keep me up in this misery Just let me be Verse 1: I wake up In the middle of the night With the cold sweats But I just shake it Wonder if I'm gonna make it I'm just waiting for the day I see the progress All the bad thoughts Giving me a headache Smoke a little green Gotta medicate Working real hard Gotta get my shit straight Livin in a drunk haze Waiting for the better days I'm sick of waiting I need something real Call up the devil And let's make a deal I'd sell my soul Cause it's just how I feel The life I'm living It ain't right Cause I've got Chorus: I've got monsters in my dreams They won't let me sleep They keep me up in this misery Just let me be I've got demons inside me And they just won't leave They've got ahold of my lungs Just let me breathe Verse 2: Everybody stop asking me If I'm okay It's just a relapse Need to relax Think I'm needing rehab Everybody sees that Now I gotta detach Wait I don't really mean that I don't really need that I just really wanna Put the seams back Now I turned the scene black Heading down the wrong path It's so dark I wonder where the lights at I guess it's time that I need something new I've got a feeling It looks just like you I'll take my time If you won't let me go But wait I've gotta let know That I've got Chorus: I've got monsters In my dreams They won't let me sleep They keep me up in this misery Just let me be I've got demons inside me And they just won't leave They've got ahold of my lungs Just let me breathe Chorus: I've got monsters In my dreams They won't let me sleep They keep me up in this misery Just let me be I've got demons inside me And they just won't leave They've got ahold of my lungs Just let me breathe
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Mistakes 03:30
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Verse 1: I'm still fighting To get off the ground But I can't help I'm always falling down I hit my face My blood spilled on the pavement Filled up with hate I'm always self sedated You say that I'm dumb You say I'm stupid But don't you know I always do this Getting lost inside of my own brain I can't even fucking think So I just Rap and I sing And I scream on the beat Why is everybody Still looking at me I'm crazy I don't really care what you think I just wanna be me I just wanna feel free I just wanna feel anything I just wanna feel good again I just wanna be me again Give me one more drink again Chorus: You're not gonna save me But you can always blame me For mistakes I've made And for the shit I say When I'm drunk Which is every single mother fucking day I can't stop I can't eat I can't sleep Verse 2: My time is slowly running out A ticking time bomb Running through the town My anger fills me up And lets me down It leaves me Laying on the ground Everybody wants to know But they don't really wanna see What it's like to be me But everybody wants a peek So I say Yeah I'm a little bit stressed I'm a little depressed I'm an anxious mess An emotional wreck With a suicide threat Gonna jump off the ledge With a rope on my neck Got a gun to my head Gonna fill it with lead I just wanna be dead I ain't playing man Everything I said is the truth But don't tell me what to do I don't wanna be you Unless you wanna jump with me too Chorus: You're not gonna save me But you can always blame me For mistakes I've made And for the shit I say When I'm drunk Which is every single mother fucking day I can't stop I can't eat I can't sleep I just think Of these things that I do When I'm not here with you I pace my apartment In my living room Then I stare at the walls Hoping that you would call But you don't And you won't Bridge: And you won't I rap and I sing and I scream on the beat Why is everybody still looking at me I'm crazy I'm crazy I rap and I sing and I scream on the beat Why is everybody still looking at me I'm crazy I'm crazy Chorus: You're not gonna save me But you can always blame me For mistakes I've made And for the shit I say When I'm drunk Which is every single mother fucking day I can't stop I can't eat I can't sleep I just think Of these things that I do When I'm not here with you I pace my apartment In my living room Then I stare at the walls Hoping that you would call But you don't And you won't
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Alone in My Head 03:38
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Verse 1: Leave me alone Cause I'm not in the mood I'm gonna sit here And have a drink or two These racing thoughts About the things I do Make it all stop Or I might come unglued You don't have to cut me up I can do it all myself Yeah I know I'm fucked up But I don't need your help I'm in so much pain It's the worst thing I've felt But don't ask me why I won't get into the details Chorus: I'm alone in my head With these memories I try to forget Everybody wants life But we all get death I'm screaming Screaming all of my goodbyes These thoughts are Overtaking my mind Do I even wanna be alive Alone in my head Verse 2: Leave me alone When I'm locked in the room Cause I can't stop Once I am in this mood I tried to tell you that A time or two I hit the wall I don't know what to do You don't have to cut me up I can do it all myself Yeah I know I'm fucked up But I don't need your help I'm in so much pain It's the worst thing I've felt But don't ask me why I won't get into the details Chorus: I'm alone in my head With these memories I try to forget Everybody wants life But we all get death I'm screaming Screaming all of my goodbyes These thoughts are Overtaking my mind Do I even wanna be alive Alone in my head Bridge: Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa You don't have to cut me up I can do it all myself Yeah I know I'm fucked up But I don't need your help I'm in so much pain It's the worst thing I've felt Chorus: I'm alone in my head With these memories I try to forget Everybody wants life But we all get death I'm screaming Screaming all of my goodbyes These thoughts are Overtaking my mind Do I even wanna be alive Alone in my head
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Secrets 04:09
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Verse 1: I'm in love with a girl That I used to know It's tearing me up inside I miss her Everyday of my life I'll miss her 'Til the day I die I've got secrets I keep to myself I won't tell anybody No no But I just want you to myself I won't tell anybody No no Chorus: Let me spell it out To make it clear I'm dying without you here I said I'll be just fine But I'm not I'm not okay Still missing you everyday Verse 2: 
I still love the girl I used to know It's eating me alive I want her Everyday of my life
 I'll want her 'Til the day I die She's the secret I keep to myself I won't tell anybody No no And I just want her to myself
 I won't tell anybody No no Chorus: Let me spell it out to make it clear I'm dying without you here I said I'll be just fine But I'm not I'm not okay Still missing you everyday Let me spell it out So you can hear I'm dying without you dear I said I'll be just fine But I'm not I'm not okay Still missing you in every way Bridge: I sit and wait for you To come home But you're never coming back So I just sit here alone By my phone Waiting for you to tell me Tell me that you love me And that you'll never leave I will say the exact same thing I will never leave Chorus: Let me spell it out To make it clear I'm dying without you here I said I'll be just fine But I'm not I'm not okay Still missing you everyday Let me spell it out So you can hear I'm dying without you dear I said I'll be just fine But I'm not I'm not okay Still missing you in every way

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"Red Wine" is the 3rd EP release by purplehearts.

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released December 13, 2019

Music written and recorded by purplehearts and Kevin W. Gates at Reach Audio.
Music produced/mixed/masted by Kevin W. Gates at Reach Audio.

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purplehearts is an
independent artist based out of Springfield,
Missouri. purplehearts is the encapsulation of love, hate and everything in between. From sad music that
will crush your soul, to heavy hitting rock anthems, purplehearts is there for you during your highs and your lows. purplehearts pours his raw emotions into his lyrics, while bringing many different vocal elements into the mix. ... more

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